Do you ever wake up in the morning with a sense of dread? I do sometimes. I learned a long time ago, from Joyce Meyer, that dread is just another form of fear. Fear is a core issue in my life, as I am sure it is with many of you. It stems from my temperament and from past experiences. These, of course, are no excuse for allowing fear to torment me and hold me back. Fear is an internal enemy, and it must be overcome.
The Psalmist had some fear to deal with as well. In Psalm 55 you can see a progression of feelings: troubled, distraught, anguished of heart, terrors of death, fear and trembling, overwhelming horror. vs. 1-5 At this point, he no longer has any fight in him, and just wants to flee. I can totally relate to these things, having suffered for many years from chronic anxiety and panic disorder. I could end up there again, but I have learned to deal with fear when it's still in its "dread" stage. When I sense dread becoming a dark cloud in my life, I go to the Lord and ask Him to shed some light on its causes.
Continuing in Psalm 55, David lists some causes for the fear he is experiencing. We all have different things we fear-- things we're dealing with internally and externally. It's good to face the things we fear, and to face the fact that we're fearful, but the cause is not really the issue. The cure is what matters.
"But I call upon God, and the Lord will save me. . . cast your burden on the Lord, and He will sustain you. . . I will trust in [God]." vs 16, 22
Dread can lead to avoidance of the very things we love and need the most, and doing that can easily lead to depression. If for some reason you begin to feel a dread of going to the Lord for help or just to be with Him, determine in yourself now that you will resist that dread with determination to overcome. If we give in to dread on a regular basis, the subtle fear will eventually become an overwhelming phobia. Satan would love for you to have a "God-phobia" so you would avoid Him at all costs. This is not the holy "fear of the Lord," but a deadly deception. Cry out to the Lord for help whenever you begin to feel dread concerning Him or His Word.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
March 10, 2010
Lately, I've been contemplating the concept of "mainstream." Wouldn't it be a great thing to reach so many people? And yet, as in today's reading, following the crowd can lead to direct opposition to God.
Having God's opinion and outlook, and standing up for it, can often put one into direct opposition to the crowd. Caleb and Joshua were the only ones who saw the Promised Land with eyes of faith. As it turned out, they were the only ones, of their generation, who were allowed to enter.
This makes my choice clear. Rather than seek to appeal to the masses, I must continue to seek for God's perspective and approval. As lonely as that can feel at times-- for someone like me who enjoys having people's approval-- I'd much rather have God's approval than "to win the whole world." I'll have to leave the winnings up to Him.
Having God's opinion and outlook, and standing up for it, can often put one into direct opposition to the crowd. Caleb and Joshua were the only ones who saw the Promised Land with eyes of faith. As it turned out, they were the only ones, of their generation, who were allowed to enter.
This makes my choice clear. Rather than seek to appeal to the masses, I must continue to seek for God's perspective and approval. As lonely as that can feel at times-- for someone like me who enjoys having people's approval-- I'd much rather have God's approval than "to win the whole world." I'll have to leave the winnings up to Him.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
March 9, 2010
Have you ever heard the term "spiritual pride"? I understand that people use the term to mean "proud over their spirituality" or something like that, but it seems to me that pride is anything but spiritual! Satan fell by being proud, didn't he?
Remember the reading from February 26?: "But when He [Jesus] had turned around and looked at His disciples, He rebuked Peter, saying, "Get behind Me, Satan! For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men." Mark 8:33 No matter how "spiritual" we think we are, if we're in pride, we're not walking in the Spirit. If we're arguing with Jesus, we're taking sides with the devil! Satan is a spirit, but he became carnal by being proud.
All human beings have spirits, whether they walk with Christ or not, and all spirits are not of God! Does this change your point of view about non-Christians? About spirituality?
If you can get a handle on the truth that pride originates in your spirit, it will revolutionize your Christian walk! [Bonus: there's a reason humility isn't listed in the Fruits of the Spirit, Galatians 5:22-23. Humility is an attitude or position of the spirit, and it is your free-will choice; it takes humility to "walk in the Spirit" in order to bear fruit.]
Moses and Jesus both demonstrated, through their words and actions, what it is to be humble. They were submitted to God. "Now the man Moses was very humble, more so than anyone else on the face of the earth." Numbers 12:3 He had an intimate relationship with God. Jesus is the Son of God, and the most spiritual of all wouldn't you say, and He prayed, "Abba, Father, for you all things are possible; remove this cup from me; yet, not what I want, but what you want." Mark 14:36
The readings today show both Old Testament and New Testament examples of how pride is a spiritual issue, what the outcome is, and how to avoid it. In Numbers 11, God had just transferred some of the anointing Moses had onto seventy of the elders, and they prophesied. Although Joshua expressed some concern over this, Moses replied, "Are you jealous for my sake? Would that all the Lord's people were prophets, and that the Lord would put his spirit on them!" 11:28-29 I'm thinking some pride was exposed by this turn of events, for it wasn't long before Aaron and Miriam rose up in criticism of Moses saying, "Has the Lord spoken only through Moses? Has he not spoken through us also?" 12:1-2 Miriam must have instigated it, as she was the one who was disciplined. Do you think perhaps the Lord was giving a strong warning to those who had received the Spirit, not to walk in pride over it? How does this pertain to us?
Jesus' disciples seemed to have had the same problem. They'd been singled out to walk with Jesus day by day, and He had told them many things in private. I think they began to see themselves as very spiritual, so much so that they wouldn't receive a serious warning from Jesus. "Even though I must die with you, I will not deny you," said Peter. And all of them said the same, even though Jesus had just told them they would all run off. He gave Peter, James and John the chance to "keep awake and pray," but it seems that they were overwhelmed and went to sleep instead.
Pride does not watch and pray, but humility does. Pride falls into temptation, humility falls on its face before God.
"When pride comes, then comes disgrace; but wisdom is with the humble." Proverbs 11: 2
Remember the reading from February 26?: "But when He [Jesus] had turned around and looked at His disciples, He rebuked Peter, saying, "Get behind Me, Satan! For you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men." Mark 8:33 No matter how "spiritual" we think we are, if we're in pride, we're not walking in the Spirit. If we're arguing with Jesus, we're taking sides with the devil! Satan is a spirit, but he became carnal by being proud.
All human beings have spirits, whether they walk with Christ or not, and all spirits are not of God! Does this change your point of view about non-Christians? About spirituality?
If you can get a handle on the truth that pride originates in your spirit, it will revolutionize your Christian walk! [Bonus: there's a reason humility isn't listed in the Fruits of the Spirit, Galatians 5:22-23. Humility is an attitude or position of the spirit, and it is your free-will choice; it takes humility to "walk in the Spirit" in order to bear fruit.]
Moses and Jesus both demonstrated, through their words and actions, what it is to be humble. They were submitted to God. "Now the man Moses was very humble, more so than anyone else on the face of the earth." Numbers 12:3 He had an intimate relationship with God. Jesus is the Son of God, and the most spiritual of all wouldn't you say, and He prayed, "Abba, Father, for you all things are possible; remove this cup from me; yet, not what I want, but what you want." Mark 14:36
The readings today show both Old Testament and New Testament examples of how pride is a spiritual issue, what the outcome is, and how to avoid it. In Numbers 11, God had just transferred some of the anointing Moses had onto seventy of the elders, and they prophesied. Although Joshua expressed some concern over this, Moses replied, "Are you jealous for my sake? Would that all the Lord's people were prophets, and that the Lord would put his spirit on them!" 11:28-29 I'm thinking some pride was exposed by this turn of events, for it wasn't long before Aaron and Miriam rose up in criticism of Moses saying, "Has the Lord spoken only through Moses? Has he not spoken through us also?" 12:1-2 Miriam must have instigated it, as she was the one who was disciplined. Do you think perhaps the Lord was giving a strong warning to those who had received the Spirit, not to walk in pride over it? How does this pertain to us?
Jesus' disciples seemed to have had the same problem. They'd been singled out to walk with Jesus day by day, and He had told them many things in private. I think they began to see themselves as very spiritual, so much so that they wouldn't receive a serious warning from Jesus. "Even though I must die with you, I will not deny you," said Peter. And all of them said the same, even though Jesus had just told them they would all run off. He gave Peter, James and John the chance to "keep awake and pray," but it seems that they were overwhelmed and went to sleep instead.
Pride does not watch and pray, but humility does. Pride falls into temptation, humility falls on its face before God.
"When pride comes, then comes disgrace; but wisdom is with the humble." Proverbs 11: 2
Monday, March 8, 2010
March 8, 2010
It seems I have to be reminded on a regular basis not to grumble and complain! How many times have I read these scriptures and still forget? It is so easy to get disgruntled when what I see for the future doesn't match up to what seems to be taking place in the present. I tire of the suffering, or just the long waiting, and forget that through these things, Christ is preparing me for what is to come.
The Israelites grumbled at the Lord in the wilderness, lacking in faith. Even Moses doubted God's ability to provide meat for more than 600,000 people! God's answer: "Is the Lord's hand too short? (Is His power limited?)." God proved again that it was not, even though He had proven Himself many times over.
I learned from the lesson in Mark that Jesus already has a plan of provision for us-- even if we are only in the preparation stage-- and He will give us detailed intructions, if we will listen. Wouldn't you agree that following His instructions would be good preparation? "So the disciples set out and went to the city, and found everything as he had told them; and they prepared the Passover meal." Mark 14:16 He prepared them for preparation of a meal that would prepare them further for more preparation!
Sometimes I get lost in the preparations, forgetting that there is a destination. Or I get tired of the preparations and quit, despairing of ever getting to my goal. If we quit, we'll never get there! But if we'll remember that He Himself is our true destination, we will keep our eyes on Him and abide in Him. Thus we are already there and getting there all at once!
I believe that Mark also shows us a key for continuing in perseverance with faith, hope and love, instead of grumbling and complaining: worship! The woman with the alabaster jar of ointment is a wonderful example of what to do in a confusing time of preparation. She obviously had an understanding of who Jesus was and what was going to happen. She knew they were all going to go through an extremely trying time, and yet she gave sacrificially in an extravagant expression of heartfelt devotion, thanksgiving and trust for the future. Jesus commended her for it with great enthusiasm, for it obviously pleased Him.
If the Israelites had remembered God's former deliverances and provisions rather than call to mind their former life and complain about the present, and if they had kept their eyes on "the prize"-- the Promised Land and the Giver of the Promise-- they would have remained in a place of thanksgiving and worship, trusting in the Lord and His goodness. We have the same choices everyday, do we not? I am reminded again to choose the attitudes and behaviors that please Him.
The Israelites grumbled at the Lord in the wilderness, lacking in faith. Even Moses doubted God's ability to provide meat for more than 600,000 people! God's answer: "Is the Lord's hand too short? (Is His power limited?)." God proved again that it was not, even though He had proven Himself many times over.
I learned from the lesson in Mark that Jesus already has a plan of provision for us-- even if we are only in the preparation stage-- and He will give us detailed intructions, if we will listen. Wouldn't you agree that following His instructions would be good preparation? "So the disciples set out and went to the city, and found everything as he had told them; and they prepared the Passover meal." Mark 14:16 He prepared them for preparation of a meal that would prepare them further for more preparation!
Sometimes I get lost in the preparations, forgetting that there is a destination. Or I get tired of the preparations and quit, despairing of ever getting to my goal. If we quit, we'll never get there! But if we'll remember that He Himself is our true destination, we will keep our eyes on Him and abide in Him. Thus we are already there and getting there all at once!
I believe that Mark also shows us a key for continuing in perseverance with faith, hope and love, instead of grumbling and complaining: worship! The woman with the alabaster jar of ointment is a wonderful example of what to do in a confusing time of preparation. She obviously had an understanding of who Jesus was and what was going to happen. She knew they were all going to go through an extremely trying time, and yet she gave sacrificially in an extravagant expression of heartfelt devotion, thanksgiving and trust for the future. Jesus commended her for it with great enthusiasm, for it obviously pleased Him.
If the Israelites had remembered God's former deliverances and provisions rather than call to mind their former life and complain about the present, and if they had kept their eyes on "the prize"-- the Promised Land and the Giver of the Promise-- they would have remained in a place of thanksgiving and worship, trusting in the Lord and His goodness. We have the same choices everyday, do we not? I am reminded again to choose the attitudes and behaviors that please Him.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
March 6, 2010
We could think God contradicted Himself if we read (out of context) "Truly, no ransom avails for one's life, there is no price one can give to God for it. For the ransom of life is costly, and can never suffice that one should live on forever and never see the grave." Psalm 49: 1-20. But if we read on, the same psalm states: "But God will ransom my soul from the power of Sheol, for he will receive me." vs 15. What a great prophesy of Christ's ransom for us! It truly shows that there was no way of redemption except Him, but that God, indeed, had always promised a Way.
Obviously, the first verse speaks of a person trying to redeem himself or another, and that there is no amount of riches capable of redeeming us. Christ's life and sacrifice was SO valuable that it sufficed to redeem any and all who would receive Him-- forever! As an aside, these verses really shows how valuable we are to God, and should increase our own concept of worth, and change how we value ourselves and others.
Unfortunately, (pun intended), there are many people who still trust in riches to save them, and many nations who do as well. Is ours one of them, do you think? Do you think that false messiahs who come along-- with schemes to deceive-- might try to wield worldly wealth and power as a means of solving the world's problems? Have you ever seen this type of deception in the Church itself? Does it seem logical to you that any amount of wealth could help with the types of trouble that Jesus prophesied for the end times, and that we see ourselves in the midst of now? Mark 12: 7-8
Jesus was also clear that much of the end-time trouble would be between people, with rampant betrayal and hatred, even among relatives: "because of my name." He directed us to trust the Holy Spirit to give us the words to say, and told us to "endure until the end." vs 9-13
I see a flip-side to the principle that no amount of wealth can redeem us. It seems to me that no amount of wealth (which equates to worldly power) can "buy God off" either! Who could pay God enough to "un-redeem" us? Who could be wealthy enough to take us to court and condemn us when we have a Righteous Advocate on our side? Christ! If God is for us, who can be against us? An entire nation? The whole world system? None of these powers could redeem us, and none of them can destroy us either. We are truly safe IN the Lord! It might be unpleasant or painful for a while, but all we need is endurance to see the salvation of God, and His promise of eternal life.
"Why should I fear in times of trouble, when the iniquity of my persecutors surrounds me, those who trust in their wealth and boast of the abundance of their riches?" Psalm 49: 5-6
Jesus is not swayed, influenced or impressed by riches and worldly power. This is clear in the beginning of the Mark passage. He does not judge by outward appearance, but sees the heart. He saw through the pomp of the religious leaders of the day, and He commended the poor widow for offering all she had because of her love for God. He hasn't changed!
When we give ourselves totally to Him, this is a great treasure that He accepts. In return, He gives Himself totally to us. What, then, have we to fear?
Obviously, the first verse speaks of a person trying to redeem himself or another, and that there is no amount of riches capable of redeeming us. Christ's life and sacrifice was SO valuable that it sufficed to redeem any and all who would receive Him-- forever! As an aside, these verses really shows how valuable we are to God, and should increase our own concept of worth, and change how we value ourselves and others.
Unfortunately, (pun intended), there are many people who still trust in riches to save them, and many nations who do as well. Is ours one of them, do you think? Do you think that false messiahs who come along-- with schemes to deceive-- might try to wield worldly wealth and power as a means of solving the world's problems? Have you ever seen this type of deception in the Church itself? Does it seem logical to you that any amount of wealth could help with the types of trouble that Jesus prophesied for the end times, and that we see ourselves in the midst of now? Mark 12: 7-8
Jesus was also clear that much of the end-time trouble would be between people, with rampant betrayal and hatred, even among relatives: "because of my name." He directed us to trust the Holy Spirit to give us the words to say, and told us to "endure until the end." vs 9-13
I see a flip-side to the principle that no amount of wealth can redeem us. It seems to me that no amount of wealth (which equates to worldly power) can "buy God off" either! Who could pay God enough to "un-redeem" us? Who could be wealthy enough to take us to court and condemn us when we have a Righteous Advocate on our side? Christ! If God is for us, who can be against us? An entire nation? The whole world system? None of these powers could redeem us, and none of them can destroy us either. We are truly safe IN the Lord! It might be unpleasant or painful for a while, but all we need is endurance to see the salvation of God, and His promise of eternal life.
"Why should I fear in times of trouble, when the iniquity of my persecutors surrounds me, those who trust in their wealth and boast of the abundance of their riches?" Psalm 49: 5-6
Jesus is not swayed, influenced or impressed by riches and worldly power. This is clear in the beginning of the Mark passage. He does not judge by outward appearance, but sees the heart. He saw through the pomp of the religious leaders of the day, and He commended the poor widow for offering all she had because of her love for God. He hasn't changed!
When we give ourselves totally to Him, this is a great treasure that He accepts. In return, He gives Himself totally to us. What, then, have we to fear?
Friday, March 5, 2010
March 5, 2010
I come to the Scriptures to meet with Jesus and hear from Him! When I do this, I come away feeling enriched and strengthened. If I don't (meaning I just approached the Bible-reading as a religious habit or obligation), I tend to feel irritated, impatient, confused or bored-- especially when reading such Old Testament books as Leviticus and Numbers! And if I did not allow the Spirit of Truth to aid me in my studies, I would very often end up in error. I am glad the Spirit is always available to lead us into all truth, and to reveal Christ in His Word. I put my confidence in Him.
Even the Jews of Jesus' day had trouble understanding the Scriptures they were brought up with. In the Mark passage, Jesus said that the Sadducees (learned men of the Book) were wrong because "you know neither the scriptures nor the power of God." Mark 2:24 On the other hand, He commended the wisdom of the scribe and said, "You are not far from the Kingdom of God." 12:34 Jesus distillation of the Commandments gives us a good template with which to begin studying the Scriptures: how does this passage help me love the Lord my God with my whole being, and what does it teach me about loving others? 12:29
When I see the Law books as a vivid and symbolic expression of God's heart, they become as revelatory to me as Revelations or the Prophets. Did you see, in the Numbers description of the "test for faithfulness," the holy jealousy of the Lord over His Bride? Have you ever experienced His written Word becoming a painful revelation of sin in your heart? I have! I am grateful that it doesn't stop there, and that Jesus took the curse Himself.
Jesus speaks prophetically over us: "you SHALL love the Lord your God with all your heart. . ." and He is bringing it to pass. He is drawing us to Himself, and His Word washes us clean. Although it often hurts, we are wise to keep coming back for more.
Even the Jews of Jesus' day had trouble understanding the Scriptures they were brought up with. In the Mark passage, Jesus said that the Sadducees (learned men of the Book) were wrong because "you know neither the scriptures nor the power of God." Mark 2:24 On the other hand, He commended the wisdom of the scribe and said, "You are not far from the Kingdom of God." 12:34 Jesus distillation of the Commandments gives us a good template with which to begin studying the Scriptures: how does this passage help me love the Lord my God with my whole being, and what does it teach me about loving others? 12:29
When I see the Law books as a vivid and symbolic expression of God's heart, they become as revelatory to me as Revelations or the Prophets. Did you see, in the Numbers description of the "test for faithfulness," the holy jealousy of the Lord over His Bride? Have you ever experienced His written Word becoming a painful revelation of sin in your heart? I have! I am grateful that it doesn't stop there, and that Jesus took the curse Himself.
Jesus speaks prophetically over us: "you SHALL love the Lord your God with all your heart. . ." and He is bringing it to pass. He is drawing us to Himself, and His Word washes us clean. Although it often hurts, we are wise to keep coming back for more.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
March 2, 2010
I love Psalm 45 and it's beautiful description of our glorious King-- and of the Bride! Don't you? It has advice to her on how to please Him as well. As I meditate on this, my love for Him is increased, as is my desire to be seated with Him to rule and reign.
It seems that James and John, the sons of Zebedee, had a glimpse into this calling, but perhaps their desire was not pure-- worldly ambition tingeing the dream. Isn't this true of all of us to one extent or another? If we want to "qualify," then, we'll follow Jesus' clear instructions. He led the way Himself, for He "came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life a ransom for many." Mark 10:45 It is not the way we picture a King preparing to take his throne, is it?
Jesus is the Way, and as we walk in Him, we will have our motives purified in the baptism of fire, we will drink a cup of suffering with Him as we follow Him in service, and we will be changed into His image and likeness as we submit to His leading, until we are humble and habitually lay down our lives as He did. He will make us ready to sit with Him if we are willing to walk with Him, stand up for Him, and bow down to Him.
It seems that James and John, the sons of Zebedee, had a glimpse into this calling, but perhaps their desire was not pure-- worldly ambition tingeing the dream. Isn't this true of all of us to one extent or another? If we want to "qualify," then, we'll follow Jesus' clear instructions. He led the way Himself, for He "came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life a ransom for many." Mark 10:45 It is not the way we picture a King preparing to take his throne, is it?
Jesus is the Way, and as we walk in Him, we will have our motives purified in the baptism of fire, we will drink a cup of suffering with Him as we follow Him in service, and we will be changed into His image and likeness as we submit to His leading, until we are humble and habitually lay down our lives as He did. He will make us ready to sit with Him if we are willing to walk with Him, stand up for Him, and bow down to Him.
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