Showing posts with label led by the Spirit. Show all posts
Showing posts with label led by the Spirit. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

August 4, 2010 As Long As She Lay Desolate

Sometimes I forget to do the most obvious thing: look into the Word and see what God is revealing about Himself.  Isn't that what it's all about?  There are a few things I noticed about Him in the Chronicles passage today.  1) He's compassionate, 2) He keeps His Word, and 3) He's in control.  I don't really need to go into all that, as these things are shown clearly in what we read.  We know these are supposed to be traits of God, but do we recognize them for what they are when He's revealing Himself to us in our daily life?

Usually, it's in hind sight that I can recognize that God's hand was clearly visible in all that was going on in my life.  Whenever I've been in a tough place that seems dark and threatening, it's not always been obvious that God was with me.  But He always has been.  It's good to remember hard times in which have we gained understanding about His ways, and how He used all things for our good.  If we can't remember anything helpful in our own life, it's wise to talk to someone who can, and who can help us see.  Reading the Word can also illuminate what the Lord is doing with us in the midst of darkness and distress.

One verse stood out to me and ministered to me strongly about my own life: "As long as she lay desolate she kept Sabbath, to fulfill seventy years."  I know this is speaking of the land of Israel, but I take it to heart, as my body and my life are my own land.  It reminded me of what the Lord had said to me a little while ago, that I was in a "fallow year" (this had to do with writing music in particular).  If you'll remember, the tilled land was to lay unused for a season every seventh year, to give it and the laborers a rest.  (Exodus 23: 10-12).  The people were also to keep the Sabbath day of rest every week.  These are principles that go beyond Old Testament law.  If we don't rest and keep our focus on the Lord, bad things happen.  On the other hand, there are many other Scriptures that exhort us to stop vacationing and "break up your fallow ground." 

The Lord knows us and what we need, and if we follow the leading of the Spirit, we'll stay in step with Him and keep the Sabbaths we might need to take (some might think of them as fasts). If we don't, it seems that God has a way of intervening and making sure that we get the needed rest.  Sometimes it's our bodies that intervene, by simply breaking down because of the stress we've put them under.  I suppose when this happens it's because we weren't listening.  In the down times, we can feel that everything that meant something to us is stripped away.  While we are desolate though, we often seek the Lord as we should have been seeking Him all along-- with more depth and passion.

I'm always inspired by the Psalms, especially David's, as his response to difficulty was always to seek the Lord.  His greatest desire was always to be close to the Lord, but I think it was in the times of dire distress that his focus was clarified:
     
"One thing I have desired of the LORD,
That will I seek:
That I may dwell in the house of the LORD
All the days of my life,
To behold the beauty of the LORD,
And to inquire in His temple.
For in the time of trouble
He shall hide me in His pavilion;
In the secret place of His tabernacle
He shall hide me;
He shall set me high upon a rock."
Psalm 27:4-5 NKJV
 
Maybe our weekly Sabbath rest, our break from our workaday life when we put our focus on the Lord, is our practice run.  It's when we have to face a layoff, an illness, a death in the family or other major loss, or a period of fierce opposition that we really put into practice what we have learned: that God is our refuge-- that He's compassionate, that He always keeps His word, and that although He did not cause our catastrophe, He's still and will always be, in control.
 
To study on your own:
What other traits of God did you see in the OT passages? 
What did Corinthians reading reveal to you about God? 
Can you think of examples of how He's revealed these characteristics to you in your own life? 
What is He doing with you right now?

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

June 30, 2010 Keeping Nothing Back

Alas, this morning, I was busy beating myself up slightly for writing so much in a blog that was "supposed" to be brief devotional.  I've got books in me that keep trying to get out.  This is personal, yes, but I was greatly comforted (or in Luke's words, "not a little comforted") to read today about Paul, how he talked until daybreak, even putting a young man to sleep (and raising him from the dead when he fell out the window!).  It was what he said about his reasons for saying so much:  "how I kept back nothing that was helpful" Acts 20:20, and that he had "not shunned to declare to you the whole counsel of God." vs 27.  In no way am I comparing myself to Paul, or saying that I have the whole counsel of God, but only expressing that I share God's heart for His people, which is why I end up writing so much.  I only have my part, but I am compelled to share my part.

We make our plans, but it's God who guides our steps.  (Proverbs 16:9) Yesterday, the Holy Spirit told me not to apologize for doing what He led me to do.  It reminded me of Julia Childs saying "Never apologize".  I will apologize if I do something wrong, actually wrong.  I feel like apologizing when I don't meet up to people's expectations, or my own.  But I am learning to resist that.  It's only God's expectations that we have to live up to (or should).  He is faithful to let us know He is pleased with us, and that's all that matters in the long run.

FYI: I have started a Twitter account-- can you believe it?-- and I will post a very short thought on the OYB reading for the day (among other things), for those who want to get a quick insight, and it will have a link to this blog.

Saturday, May 29, 2010

May 29, 2010 The Method of Merciful Exposure

Reading the Bible, especially the Old Testament, can sometimes feel like wending our way through the darkest recesses of the human psyche, groping for answers.  While in the obscurity of waywardness and hidden motives, I am glad to be reminded that, "Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path." Psalm 119: 105.  This is all here for my instruction: teach me, Holy Spirit!

The human tendency is to gloat over other people's wrongdoings, which must explain the preponderance of evil in human storytelling: well, at least I'm not as bad as all that, we think--  and are therefore justified in our own minds.  Holy Spirit's reasons for taking us through the darkness of history includes freeing us from our own darkness.  We must admit it when He shows it to us.  Yes, it's there, and I am not free from it yet.  It's so hard for us to admit that the same depravity that caused Absalom to do the things he did, that caused Judas to betray Jesus, and Peter to deny Him, still lives in our own heart to some degree.  Until we are completely changed into the likeness of Christ, we still have darkness within. 

One of the hardest things for me to understand has been how the Lord seems to allow sin to run its full course.  We ache for others when they are on a path of darkness, yearning to "fix" it and get them on the right track before it's too late.  Often, we can only pray.  In my own personal experience, I know the Lord begins to whisper to each one of us of our heart condition before it has ever caused us to stray.  Holy Spirit desires to enlighten our darkness with His holy light and to lead us onto the right path. 

I find this is one of the most important functions of Scripture-- to give us wisdom without us having to go through our own experience of failure.  He will point to someone else's mess and say, look, there's the seed of that in your own heart.  If we are humble and willing to agree with Him, He grants us repentance and cleansing.  He shows us the Light we need in order to overcome that darkness and avoid the twisted path of wickedness.  But if we are proud and stubborn, this hidden depravity of soul will reveal itself through more and more obvious behavior, until everyone around us knows about it, often leaving us blind to it ourself.  How many of us have to totally "hit bottom" before we will turn our sin over to God?  It is God's patient mercy that allows our sin to run full course.

Eventually, I got tired of rejecting Holy Spirit's private whispering that would preserve me from public humiliation.  I listen to Him now.  I learned the hard way, though, I have to admit.  I am so grateful for His love that covers a multitude of sins.  Sins I never have to commit! 

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

May 12, 2010 Bullies in a Battle of Words

We're always going to get tested to see what our true motivations are.  King Saul was tested, and he flunked.  If we look at the story only in the natural we might want to take Saul's part; but if you see what Samuel saw, you'll realize what went wrong, and why the kingdom was to be taken away from him.

The king and his son were the only ones who had swords!  The oppressive enemy had seen to it that the people had none (and they put up with it!)  In the spiritual sense, Saul was the one who had the word of God-- and he disobeyed it.  His explanation sounds plausible, but Samuel says other wise.  Saul was not "a man after God's heart," and therefore his kindgom would not continue.

David, on the other hand was a man after God's heart.  He knew not to fight the enemy without the Lord going before him:  "Give us help from trouble, For the help of man is useless.  Through God we will do valiantly, For it is He who shall tread down our enemies." Psalm 108:12-13  Saul sought his own glory, but David sought the glory of God.

Jesus said, "He who speaks from himself seeks his own glory; but He who seeks the glory of the One who sent Him is true, and no unrighteousness is in Him." John 7:18
Jesus said only what His Father told Him to say.  He only sought the glory of the Father, and now the kingdom of Christ has been established over all.

We get tested when the enemy is there taunting us and making threats, and we think the Lord isn't doing anything about it.  Sometimes He doesn't "show up" fast enough for us.  If we don't have the Word in us, we're going to go run and hide in a cave, and the bully gets a victory.  If we do have the Word, but we don't have God's heart, we will speak and act presumptuously.  We may have been better off running and hiding.  When we speak the Word or do an "obedient" action out of God's time, and with a selfish motivation, we can easily become a weapon in the hands of the enemy.

"A wholesome tongue is a tree of life, But perverseness in it breaks the spirit."
Proverbs 15:4

I think we know, by now, that the perverseness is in the heart (if it were in the physical tongue, we could all cut out our tongues out and be very righteous indeed!).  Words can be swords.  How many times have our rash words broken another's spirit, and, in turn, our own?  I cannot begin to count the times I have done this.  But it happens less often now, because I'm tired of hurting others and suffering the pain of it myself-- and I'm tired of grieving the Holy Spirit. I want a wholesome tongue.  I want a whole heart after God.

Powerlessness is a bad thing, and God wants to deliver us from it.  But power without godly authority is deadly.  We cannot inherit the kingdom of God by walking in power without love and submission to God.  We can't beat the devil with the devil's attitudes.  For one thing, we must realize that Satan is already defeated; but we still must destroy his works.  God will help us destroy the works of the enemy if we have God's heart and are seeking His glory and not our own.

Jesus is the Tree of Life.  The more we yield to the Spirit and allow Him to grow that Tree in our heart, the more life-giving our words will be.  This is God's heart for you, and for all His children.  Some of Satan's strategy would be to irritate you so much that you hack away at the Tree growing in someone else's garden.  Let's be patient with one another, and look for and nourish that Tree.  At this moment, it might be just be a seedling that needs to be nurtured and protected.  Someday, it will be a great Tree that will offer shelter to the lost and dying.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

April 13, 2010

Strategy: that's the theme that came forward to me today.  Joshua had God's strategy to defeat Ai.  The strategy he used in that battle is also a strategy the devil uses to try and get us into a place he can attack us from behind.  Good thing we have God's glory as our rear guard.  He's covered me many a time when I was being stupid.  And it's good to know our friends are covering our backs too! 

I think Ai was being pretty stupid to leave the city undefended!  We should never use past experience as a guide for creating a strategic plan!  God changes His strategies often.  In case you haven't noticed, Satan isn't that flexible.  He keeps using the same tactics that worked before, until he suffers a major rout, and then he might change something.  God may have given me an overall strategic plan for accomplishing something, but if I don't "inquire of the Lord" on a daily basis, I can miss His input that would have given me the advantage.  The idea that a day ahead of us is just routine, and launching out on autopilot, is a good way to get tripped up on something, even a basically stupid something! 

There are many different battlefields we deal with every day, such as "the world, the flesh and the devil."  If we're not careful to uphold the victories we have already gained, we can fall down on something we've neglected while we're charging ahead after a "biggie".  It's not always the battles we're focused on, but the ones we're not paying attention to, that creep up on us from behind, that take us out.  Keep your guard up: that's different than building up walls of defensiveness.

As an example, I charged into this year with a strong desire to dig into the Word and proclaim the Lord in the areas of influence the Lord has given me.  I knew that He wanted me to have an emphasis on relating more to others, and not just being studious or creative all by myself at home.  That desire was from the Lord, and He's been with me.  But I quickly found that all the interaction and outward focus was distracting me from prayer.  I'm not going to continue being effective if my prayer life is extinct!  In the past, the times I've been most caught up in alone time with the Lord, in prayer and worship, have been the times I neglected to reach out to others.  So, God's strategy for me this year is to learn to keep a balance of intimate times with Him and connecting with others.  I'm thankful that the Lord has brought some actively praying saints in my path to keep me reminded on that particular front!

Practicing the art of being led by the Spirit, moment to moment, has always been key for keeping me on the narrow way.  That narrow way has always seemed like a balancing act to me, especially since I'm not naturally balanced.  On each side of the way are ditches, to use Rick Joyner's phrase.  For me, it's easy to tell if I'm off.  One side is a ditch called anxiety, and the other side is a ditch called depression.  I get anxious if I spend too much time focused outward, and depressed if I spend too much time alone.  The narrow way is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit, and that's Kingdom! 

Not only are we walking, or not walking, on the narrow way, but each of us is in a spiritual war, like it or not.  We might as well have our armor on, and have God's strategic plan and tactical directions so that we can daily experience the victory Christ has already won for us.

What other strategies did you see in the Scriptures today?  I saw some in the Luke and in the Psalm, and didn't even get to those.  Let us know what you find!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

April 6, 2010

What a great God we have!  His desire is for relationship with us, and He has gone to such great lengths to have it!  The children of Israel had a God who would protect them and provide for them if they would be faithful to Him and not serve other Gods.  We have the same God, and an even better agreement.  We have a risen Savior who has made us right with God!  And we can have the Holy Spirit living in us to help us truly walk with the Lord. 

Yes, we should have the holy fear of the Lord.  But we are constantly assured in the Scriptures that God loves us, and that we can love Him!  He speaks to us every day, if we will only listen, teaching us and training us to love Him with our whole heart.  How can we not be loyal to a God like that?

He had commanded the clouds above,
And opened the doors of heaven,
Had rained down manna on them to eat,
And given them of the bread of heaven.
Psalm 78: 23-24

Thursday, March 18, 2010

March 18, 2010

True authority is given by God.  It comes by His word.  We saw three examples today: Joshua, John the Baptist, and Jesus.  God told Moses to give Joshua some of his authority to lead the people.  John the Baptist was sent out by the word of God that came to him. Luke 3:2  Jesus was released into His ministry by the Spirit of God and the voice of the Father. 3:22  Each of these were also empowered by the Spirit of God.

Who operated in God's authority: John, who rebuked Herod the tetrarch for his wickedness, or Herod, who imprisoned John (and eventually had him beheaded)?  What happens to people who usurp authority not given to them by God, or abuse the power of their position of authority? Are you able to discern when a leader is not submitted to God's authority?  How do you respond to that situation?

All of us, including you, are given authority over some areas in life.  What has God given you authority over?  How do you know?  What do you do with the authority that God has given you?  Have you ever tried to take authority over something/someone that was not given to you?  How did that turn out?

One way we can recognize our authority is by the fact that we have to make decisions.  In what areas of life do you have to make decisions?  We get into trouble when we start trying to make decisions in areas that are not under our authority. 

Do you have trouble making decisions?  God told Moses that Joshua would need to go to the priest, who would inquire for him "by the decision of the Urim before the Lord." Numbers 27:21  I have to admit that I haven't done research on the Urim and the Thummim of the Old Testament priesthood, even though it's always intrigued me.  I have this picture of some stones lighting up with God's "yes" or His "no"!  (I'd be happy to have a comment with any knowledge you might have on this.)  Back then, they cast lots to make decisions, such as apportioning the land for the tribes' inheritances, trusting God to make the decisions.  We don't have to cast lots now, because we have the Holy Spirit and we can hear the Lord's voice speaking directly to our hearts.  Isn't that awesome? 

"Peace" and "anxiety" are kind of like the Urim and Thummim to me.  I go to the Lord with a decision and seek to hear His word on it.  If I'm worrying over something, I wait for the peace of God about it before I do anything.  Decisions based on fear don't turn out very well!  I try to keep myself free from anxiety (e.g., anxiety stemming from consuming too much caffeine).  Maintaining a peaceful spirit and quiet mind makes it easy for the Holy Spirit to use a "feeling" of anxiety as a quick warning system, to stop me from making a wrong decision, or to protect me from danger.  I try to respond immediately to that.  He can always explain later!   I haven't mastered all this, but I've gotten a lot better at it with practice.  [I have found that external "peace enhancers" interfere with my ability to be led by the Spirit.  This doesn't mean that if you need to take prescribed tranquilizers that you should suddenly quit taking them; but it is a goal to work toward, maybe with the help of a therapist.]

The Good News is that when you're born of God, you're the brother or sister of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the Almighty God is your Father!  When was the last time you sat quietly with the Lord and heard Him say to your heart, "You are my Beloved son/daughter; with you I am well pleased."  Shhhh. . .listen carefully.  You'll hear Him, I know you will.